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23 March 2006 @ 01:45 pm
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20 March 2006 @ 09:20 pm
I will be deleting this livejournal and creating a new one. Though I won't be writing in it, I'll be using it for commenting people I've lost touch with and for keeping an involvement in a couple communities.
20 March 2006 @ 12:03 am
Well, I had another pregnancy scare. I don't know why I get worked up, but I do. My period was about twenty days late, so I took a pregnancy test. It was negative, and then my period started. What a waste of fifteen bucks.

It's funny what I'm going through right now. It's like a re-birth or something. I've been feeling so fresh. I'm glowing all of the time. I am so happy. Life has been good. Even with the negative things (ie: realizing how awful Zac really was to me, being single, working a lot, etc), I've been feeling okay.

I'm talking to Blake again. Very little at a time, but we're talking. Baby steps. They're just baby steps.
16 March 2006 @ 06:15 pm
I really have been vague in the past, well, months of using LiveJournal. To tell you the truth, I spend much more of my internet time on MySpace than anything else, unloading my life there.

Since I've got the time now, I figured I'd write a little here to clue some of you in on what's been going on.

Yes, Zac and I did break up and I have no intentions of getting back together with him. Him and his friends disrespected my best friend in front of me. That's simply unacceptable. Disrespecting her is disrespecting me. Plus, he acted like he didn't want anything to do with me while I was visiting the city in which he lives.

I've been meeting new people and having a lot of fun lately. I'm feeling a huge change coming into my life. I actually feel happy and alive. A guy that I've been "seeing" is a pretty cool kid. He's 22, lives on his own, pays his own bills, etc. And he definitely is more pleasing both mentally and physically than Zac ever was capable of doing.

The divorce is still in the works between my mom and dad and we're still hoping to find a new house soon to move in to.

Graduation is right around the corner, and college is down the street.

Peace out.
16 March 2006 @ 02:15 pm
We broke up. Fo'sho'!
13 March 2006 @ 03:40 pm
We're back together.
08 March 2006 @ 01:16 am
Zac and I aren't getting back together, yet. He wants me to wait on him until he's so-called "ready for the committment". What bothers me is why he doesn't want to be committed to me through the obstacles that we may hit. Like now, the prime factor of our break up is distance, and lack of time. If something so petty like this is keeping him from wanting to be in a relationship with me... what's the point of waiting? We're obviously going to hit something harder than that in the future.

Anyway, to the point of this entry, tonight I got in touch with an old friend. And just like our Sophomore year-- we made out on my driveway. Under the stars.
06 March 2006 @ 10:39 pm
He did it. He told me that he misses me.

We're not getting back together yet though.

He's got to work for that.

05 March 2006 @ 09:08 am
We're moving.

EDIT: Since you asked :P Moving to a different city in the same state. :) Love you guys ♥
23 February 2006 @ 11:37 pm
Tonight it was confirmed. Yes, we are really, seriously over.

"After a while, you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts, and presents aren't promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child, and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans."