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19 February 2006 @ 10:24 pm
Well I guess it got worked out. We broke up. And I'm not sure what it is that I'm feeling right now. But I've been crying for the past two hours.
19 February 2006 @ 03:19 pm
He hasn't been very nice to me lately. It's like.. we'll have a really great time together, and then he'll intentionally piss me off. His excuse? "I'm cute when I'm mad". Ohhh okay. Bull shit.
15 February 2006 @ 10:00 pm
Tonight, Zac came over for a little bit to celebrate our Valentine's Day. I eventually opened up about my miscarriage and how it made me feel. I told him how guilty I felt and how sorry I was that it happened. And how I hope that someday, I'll get another chance. I actually cried in his arms. I never really talked about it all that much, but getting it out really was a therapy for the loss I had. He wiped my tears, held me tight and told me that everything will be okay. And for the first time, I believe him.

I might be overreacting, but Zac has been talking a lot about joining the Army. He's been talking to a recruiter, and now he's seriously considering it. His training will be two years, and then he'll be signed for up to five years. I'm not coping well with this decision. I want more time with him...
12 February 2006 @ 06:21 pm
Look how cute we are =)

More pictures on my MySpace.
11 February 2006 @ 07:00 am
I am dreading the ACT this morning.
07 February 2006 @ 10:12 pm
"Eventually we'll learn the difference between holding hands and falling in love. We'll learn that kisses don't always mean something, promises will be broken just as fast as they were made, and sometimes goodbyes really are forever."
05 February 2006 @ 11:16 pm
So I decided I wouldn't completely abandon my LJ. I'll make my small points when they are important. For this entry, I'm happy to say that Zac and I have been together already for 2 months. Oh, and Irina got engaged. =) Funny how people are really beginning to grow up right before my eyes.
25 January 2006 @ 10:48 pm
Saying bye to LiveJournal. Just tired of it.

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E-Mail: londongiselle@yahoo.com

Keep in touch, love ya'. ♥
16 January 2006 @ 01:26 pm
Everyone should read Star by Pamela Anderson. It's a guilty pleasure beach-read. Go to Barnes and Noble NOW. :)
14 January 2006 @ 09:57 am
Today my parents (can you believe I'm already calling Jeff a parent?) left town and won't be back until tomorrow afternoon. Does that mean party? No. It does mean Demi and Jillian will come over because I don't want to be by myself. lol.

Demi, Jillian and I have been making Spring Break plans. We've decided we're just going to take a weekend to Dallas, Texas because none of us can afford to take too many days off of work. Still-- it'll just be us on an incredible road trip. I can't wait!